Think of you later

hi, i have squeezed time to make this entry.
i feel so bad for my poor readers to have to come here hourly/daily/weekly etc, only to find out there's no update.
so sorry my bxtches. but i cant help it. i barely have time for SLEEP okeh.
had 3 pathetic hours of rest last night.
and im at my ganma's office now therefore i have no photos. ]:
my hou'se photoshop is down too. :@ wth man wthhh.

i doubt im going to work later,
so angry at my collegues. i realise i can only get along with 2 of them.
i remember so fxcking clearly i was still sitting with that laselle guy drinking at 3:03am.
and they told my boss i left at 2:30. i was like. @*#%!@*^($#$
so i went in to talk to me boss.
i am most likely quiting. i used to ENJOY my job.
now its more of a chore.

but if i do quit, ill be working in another pub. ;)
higher pay, got give transport fee, got friends there.
just these three conditions would be a good enough reason to leave.
urgh. we'll see.

im going out on saturday with my bestest friend, it'll be her birthday.
please tell me what i can get for her?! D:
she's someone who likes to act cute. [: WHAT TO BUYYYY.
AHAHAHAH, (kidding meanie).
okeh, i have to get back to my work.
sorry this is short / pictureless / boring / irrvelent etc,
but with only 3 hours of sleep and 15mins to post, um yeah, i have to make do with it.
sorry readers. ]: you guys can run off to read other blogs. ;)
maybe chicksondicks will be a good choice. ;)
AHAHAHAHA, (justjokejoannejossie) J to the power of 4.

i suddenly miss my lowliyi very much. ]:
walau, she's together with a monster. (he gave himself that name)
AHAHAHAHAHA.

viona, i see you too often, go away and MAYBE ill miss you.
KIDDING. ahahaha, ♥youass.
i miss your pasta! -looks to the left, looks to the right- hee.

woke up late in the afternoon yesterday, by my uncles & aunties.
to think they were already camping outside my room, wanting to speak to me.
got quite annoyed, but yeah, my tolerance level for nagging is well, zeeerrrrrrooooo. :/
accompanied viona to compass as soon as they left.
then we were walking round sengkang to find some stupid 136 bus stop.
and yes, i STILL dont know where it is. wth.
so i gave up and just cabbed down to chompchomp to meet stanley.
had gooodgooood food. after so long, finally got my stingray!
and stanley, being veryvery smart, ordered some fxcking large sugarcane juice, LMAO.
was quite bloated after dinner so walked around,
stopped at some playground / fitness corner nearby to play with the swwwwinnng,
i dont even remember the last time i sat on a swing,
OH WAIT, LENDL'S CONDO... CORRECCCTT!
walked all the way back to amk, and bussed home -yawn-
met lendl for a second before going home. :B

walau, my photoshop is screwed, and i suspect a someone is tracking my computer.
i swear i swear... VIRUS SCAN NOW BABY.
BYE. :D

(this is to give it the busy effect, and yes, i cleaned my floor, shutup)

busybusy me, omg.
-music plays in background "...and i dont wanna work it out"-
fxcking addicted to that song. :O

i have the best off days ever, Friday and Saturday, so call me out then. :D
Friday was officially my proper rest day. phew.

SATURDAY

i met my hunneh, who pangseh-ed her lil boyfriend for me. mwhaha.
met up at vivo and had my wanton lamian.
the last time i had it with her was like... ages. omg.
i realised i introduced it to quite a number of people, let me see...
amicell, viona, sabrina, corin, jean? omg, i am one hella freak

after our food, i swear we were stuffed.
shopped around and bought a top each, amicell's one is really cute!
i realise i have a fetish for shiny stuff.
like, as long as its shiny or blingish, it grabs my attention instantly. :D

had a sudden urge to extend my hair,
basically cause i want something long enough to perm, heehee.
i am so vain, omg, i disgust myself.
trained to town, and walked to fareast. whatastupidplace.

saw my friend's twin sister working in one of the extendsion shops.
she was so fxcking funny. "dont come here! go bugis extend! here sucks! frizz easily! GOGOGO!"
instead of asking us to SUPPORT her, she chases us away. LMAO
...and i just realised viona got her hair extended there, AHAHAHAHAHHA

(me and hunneh extending. ]: )

finally settled down at the shop angelina works at.
go support her babies! i swear, my hair quailty is so much better than -deep breath- ... viona.
ahahaha, but seriously. unless you want straw hair then.. err..
extended til angelina knocked off work and had dinner with her.
mrted home. wheehooo, tired shxt.

SUNDAY
i woke up to numberous people bombing me up, all at 6am. woah, ♥.
wawa came up to my house, and was suppose to accompany me for breakfast.
but that ass changed plans, and didnt want to go down with me. :@
so i was ABOUT to get mad, til she showed me THIS...

SO BLOODY SWEET RIGHT?
its the best pasta i've had all year! :DDD (wawa proudly boasts here)
and she even made a whole bottle of chocolate milk for me.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
for you babeeeh.

got ready and rushed off to orchard MRT where my photographer drove us to botanical gardens.
what a fxcked up place. okeh, kidding.
veryveryvery pretty. ]: i would die to have it as my own garden.
tourists were everywhere, i wonder why. :/ i wouldnt want to go to france on a tour to see FLOWERS.
is the agency demented or what dude?

had my photoshoot which i really enjoyed cause i was in my most comfortable pair of flats.
was going well til... the sun went to hide. ]: but the shots came out not too bad anyway!
then i ran off the minute i saw two dogs from a distance.
and when i went closer, it was a brown toy poddle and long coat chihuahua!
OMFG, I SWEAR UPON EVERYTHING I WILL EVER OWN,
THAT I WILL GET A LONG COAT CHIHUAHUA BEFORE I DIE.
LOOOOOK, WHO CAN RESITS THIS BABY!?

omfgomfgomfgomfgomfg, if only i had money now. ]:
urgh, see! money CAN buy happiness. pssssh. babybaby, come to maaamaaaa! :D

after the shoot, had lunch and went back to sengkang.
quarrelled with mama like no tomorrow, and thought about alot of stuff.
should i move to live with my brother in the states?
should i move to live with my aunts/uncles?
should i move to live alone?
so fed up. thank god wawa came up to console me.
i was crying like some shxt ass, and my eyes were all ugly and puffy. hate it, hate it.

had a 4 hours rest before going for work at night.
i was early! :O
i reached there at 10pm, and it was all full, all packed.
even friends who wanted to come over couldnt, cause there werent any tables left.
got really high inbetween, and i think im VERY loud when im high. o.o
no, not drunk, dont get me wrong. i was aware of my every move.
my puipui boss promised me something for my birthday next year.
dont worry, i swear i wont forget!

left work around 6, little headache and all but was just fine. ;)
the worst thing happened. i am too lazy to elaborate.
all i can say is that i am fxcking blur and stupid and dumb and have NO SENSE OF DIRECTION.
slap me.
i am retiring to bed now to get up in time for dinner withhh...
(L)

WHHEHOOOHAAAAWWHEEEYAAAAYY!

P.S.
i know you guys are prob eager to see my shoot photos.
and i DO have them with me at the moment, but ill only post them in the next post.
HEEHEE.

I SUCK, NO PHOTOS AGAIN. ):

um, my head is spinning in pain now. ]: poor molly.
went to school today, and my teachers are fxcked up i tell you.
bloody david chin, mrs & mr tan. ommmggg.
ohkeh, look, it was "report book collection day" and no, i didnt get it back.
duh, its my fault cause i didnt hand in my donation card and other forms,
but i could even look at my results?

"hiiii, can i have my report book?"
"no, you didnt hand in... -long list of items-"
"oh, alright. um, can i at least look my results? :O "
"no. school policy."
"then how am i suppose to choose my subjects for next year?"
"AHAHAHA, THAT IS YOUR PROBLEMMMM" -dances around- "
"you fxcking yaya" -rolls eyeballs-
"dont complain to me, complain to the principal. "
"im sure the principal wont dance and mock me."
_l_ bloodydavidchin.

then there's mrs tan, who knows fxck about our school.
i asked her if i can still go to this class cause i want to take ALL their subjects except A maths.
she says she doesnt know.
i asked her how my maths marks for SA1 were be calculated since i was absent with an MC for that day.
she says she doesnt know.
but you know what she knows?
those unimportant irrevelent "your hair is not allowed to be like this" kind of shxt.
i swear 35% of pupils in my school has the exact same hairstyle.

and lastly mr tan.
he used to be so nice. :@ idk what happened dude.
and obviously i have to fxcking walk pass his form class which is 2e5 to go to the staircase.
and thats where i was, waiting for jean to walk home with her.
and liyang was like,standing outside their class for 5 full minutes, yet he didnt complain.
i walked past and he was like, "emily, go away"
im like... !@$*@&^$@!@(
happens every... fxkcing... day.
not like i stand there disturbing them or make hand signals at them.
shxtass ahgua. :@

okeh, after school, slept. HEE.

woke up round 9+ and got ready to go to work.
when i reached clarkquay mrt station. its was already 10:48pm.
yet i needed to withdrawl money and this "ahbeng-look-a-like" was infront of me.
taking foreeeever to use the machine. harhar.
and when i reached amber, i saw him sitting outside smoking,
and to think he and his group of friends came in to drink.
work was fun today. :D

oh, but i was so stupid.
i burnt my whole friking hand, guess how?
i was really cold in the pub, and puipui (my boss) asked me to pour him warm water.
i asked him where do i get warm water from, he pointed to some water dispenser flask thingy.
so i stupidly thougt it was warm water,
and since i was cold, i placed my whole hand under, .___. wth.
and yes, thats how i got burnt.
spent the next 2 hours or so, doing nothing but slacking, complaining and drinking.
barely serving anyone else other than the table i was entertaining.
felt damn guilty. so stayed back another 1 and a half hours to make up for it. [:

exchanged numbers with the "ahbeng-look-a-like" since he lives in sengkang too! :O
had breakfast with him and his friend and walked home.
its drizzling now. what a good weather for beeed.
wheehoo.

p.s. no one believes im 14 anymore. ]:

p.p.s ...how shxty. ]:

these photos are edited with a new adobe software,
no, i will not tell you guys heehee! but isnt the effects nice? :O
i have been so busy and all. ]: lesigh.
i only find time to post at 4am when wawa's asleep at my house.
i reaaally want frenchtoast now, and yet that bxtch refuse to accompany me downstairs,
to get egg bread and milk. hmphhh.
i havent had a proper post for days, yet my tags keep coming in.
love my readers dude. :)

met wawa & jeviour + co. at kovan,
wawa got cheated by some stupid "dempo snow" cream. like, wtf.
the malay guy there was trying to snap my photo,
got so fxcking pissed. was like, "EH, CAN YOU STOP SNAPPING ME?!"
then he was like, "oh, sorrysorry"
i mean 'SORRY'?!?! he fxcking better delete that, i swear.
slacked and all. got lost cause wawa thought sperbowl was near NTUC. :@
smaaaarttt riggghtttt. ]:

okeh, goodnight babies. ]:
tired.

HI, I AM SO SLEEEPY.

sorry i have been neglecting my blog. ]: lesigh.
anyway, these two days, did nothing much except for work.

first day,
corin was SUPPOSE to takecare of me,
but i ended up taking care of her instead, psh, got drunk. whimp. ]:
javiour came to pick me up from work and had supper with me at buangkok, hee.
then i saw lendl, munkie and stephy.
slacked with them for awhile, and jess came down too.
i didnt know lendl and javiour were cousins man! O:
fxcking sister, never tell me got cute cousin. _l_

second day,
was late and met victor on the way, stopped to chat for awhile.
fxcking annoyed. how is "age" a huge factor. urrrgh.
anywaaay, worked longer hours today, til 5am, so beat.
okeh, i wasnt really tired. just my feet were like screaming. ]:
javiour came down again and accompanied me throughout. mwhahaha.
today was really slack, like... really.
didnt drink much though, most of them ordered beer. ]: i dont like beer.
after work, walked around from the esplanade to marina square,
so... tirrreeed.
got in the cab, and home sweet home. [:
but shawn came down, wanting to pass something to me.
it was this cross pendent thingy i gave him three years ago.
had a long talk with him, and went off.
omg, workworkwork. ]: so beat.
though i kind of like my job. :D so many different people, can get fun at times.
neeheehee, off to bed now, losers. BYE. :D

thanks (L)

here are my photoshoot photos.
thank you calvin for coming all the way down to novena, just to pass me the disc.
xx

wow. see, the first thing i do when i get up, is blog.

i woke up extremely early at 6:30am yesterday,
and tried to bomb jeanmin up at 7am, who was SUPPOSE to accompany me for breakfast.
ahahhaa, but she overslept. ]: ohhwell.
so i lazed around and got ready by 9plus.
was talking to darren on msn after that, the kept bugging me to the open the door.
i thought it was some kind of prank, so i didnt give a fxck.
until he was like, pestering me non stop.

so i opened my door and found a bouquet of roses sitting outside my door.
with a tissue letter slot inbetween it. [:
guess whose it from? :D ahahahaha, "Javiour"

apparently. he took 2 hours, and 3 cabs to find my house.
felt so bad man. :/
but i fxcking loooove roses, i swear i swear.
thanks so much dude. :D

and since jeanmin dua-ed me for breakfast, i asked him in accompany me instead.
had breakfast, then trained down to raffles place at 10:15.
met pearline, emmeline and the two photographers there.
discussed and off to OCH.
took fxcking forever to get a darn cab.
and appanrently there was this whole bus filled with angmohs,
and pearline kept screaming when she saw it. ahahaha.

OCH was quite dirty but i guess a nice place for photos. ;)
settled down, and played around abit.
what imma post today are all taken by my camera.
not the photoshoot shots yet. [:
keep you guys in suspense. MWHAHA.

yes, we camwhore the moment we step into the place, ahahaha.

this is me spraying insect repellent.

this is me spraying it into emmeline's eye.
OMG, SORRY. ahahaha. ]:

twist for shxt. ;)

AHAHAHA, i swear we're all screwed.
all these are backstage, non of them are actual shots. :D

it started raining, though the shoot went on for awhile,
but then the sky got darker and lighting was too bad to shoot anything.
unless we want mega-mossac photos. harhar.
rested quite awhile, prayed the sun would come back out again, but nah.

a bunch of gangsters or nothing-better-to-do came in and started smashing things.
calvin said maybe they're high or something. :/
disturbed everything, so we left.

i swear climbing down this is no eat feaaat. trussst me.

bussed to tampines, and i immediately took off my heels,
and sat like some improper barbarian, seriously cannot take it.
met corin there, and we all went serpate directions. [:
headed to cityhall with corin, and was going to have TCC for dinner,
but i remembered they took my favourite dish off the menu. _l_
so had asian kitchen instead. mwhaha.

i was given permission to post this. heehee!
finally someone who would share their fish with me.
good food, good good food. felt so good after that.
walked around looking at bunches of sales.
and they all suck, full stop. everything i saw was like, ugly.
so we continued walking around, and i really want make up from "make up store"
fxcking bright colours and the quality is sooo good. ]:
moneymoney come please. :D

my feet were like, dying.
sat down at some really nice foodcourt, cant rememeber whats it called.
like "book scence" how cool dont you think? ;D hee.
had a drink there and rested ourselves since we were so exhausted.
then trained down to clarkquay for our interview.
well, im starting work today, corin not so soon yet. ;)
hopefully everything goes smoothly today. or elseeee... ]:

here's just one photo first, mwhaha.
...

and before i start work today at amber,
im still going out to my ganma's office in a while to help out.
another tiring day. ]: ohhwell.
wish me luck babies.

HI, i am so fxcking tired now.
loonglooooong day today.
had a shoot with pearline and emmeline today. [:
& got a job today.
i will reveal everything tmr.

meanwhile, i updated
http://nvssblogcharts.blogspot.com
which is my school's "blog" you know. ;)

for now, goodbye.
busy day tmr as well, ]: sigh.

met amicell hunneh today close to midnight.
not exactly a good day for us.
i missed the last train, so i had to cab down to marina instead. ]:

and then amicell got lost for damn long, so we missed our movie.
obviously its not hunneh's fault though, :D

walked over to makansutra to eat instead, had really good pasta.
and i thought it'll be over-priced or something, but nope.

walked over to fullerton hotel,
hunneh discovered another spot, darn quiet but reallyreally nice. :D

sat there for round 2 hours, just chitchated and all.
she was getting tired though. ]: poor baby.

ran around taking photos cause we were starting to get all bored.
want to see my new boyfriends? hee.

this one's even carrying my bag, what a gentleman. ;)
here's hunneh's

omg, im not sure whats with foreigners in singapore,
and i dont mean to be mean but... err... ive encounted stupid stuff like,
bearbelly fattys asking whether he could buy me a drink.
or other stupid foreigners who want to exchange numbers,
or this other over-friendly guy who offered us a ride.
like, fxck you, go back to france please.
especially this guy who even asked me and hunneh up to his hotel room for a drink.
AHAHAHHA, you kidding me or something?
i rather get mudered downstairs then in a hotel with such a faggot.

walked around the singapore river, and then to the 24/7 mac at boatquay,
had a good breakfast there, weetweeet.

hunneh was going all weak.
to think she wanted to meet her boyfriend after this. lmao.
waited for first train and trained home. [:

yining called me for nothing, out of nowhere at 6:30am,
are you like... crazy?
i got home so tired and exhausted at 6:30 ,
but im so hyper now. its 10:35am now. heehee.
i havent had a wink of sleep. prob off to bed in awhile though, lesigh.

OHH, AND.....

okeh, and before i end this post,
ill finish off with a little, which what some might call it, 'joke'.
um, okeh, my tagboard has this very hypocritical eeediot who apparently has two names.
one of which is "JEREMINE" and another is "JULIN"
now what's next? julie, joker, jeremy, jessie? omg.
i usually dont mind constructive criticism, unless they dont make sense,
but not is this not only "un-constructive"
it's orgins are a fxcking faux, here's what she tagged me,
if the photo's too small, you can always open to enlarge it. [:

i think this explains alot, fxck off dude.
and yes, i banned you. [:
"you are a freak, but takecare dear." -pukes-

hi hunneh, ily.

i am angry.
okeh fine, i am always angry and annoyed. but... ohhwell.
and cause i feel like shxt, i wont be posting photos up.
i know i know, im very disturbing and unreasonable. hee, sorry dudes. [;
ive not been updating cause ive been too busy, sleeping.
what an excuse, sorry.

yesterday i met up with someone i havent seen in 3 years,
who hasnt changed one bit and is also my first love, and the first person who timed me.
yaryaryar, you luh shawn koh.
i bet sabrina is about to grab her phone and call me now to scream,
"HUH?! YOU WENT OUT WITH SHAWN?!"
harhar, whatever dude.

caught the movie "burn after reading" at cathay which sucked like anything.
firstly, they have the word "fxck" in every sentence, though quite funny.
secondly, there was absolutely no story line,
when the show ended, everyone was like, "uh?! this is how it ends?!"
thirdly, brad pitt died in the show. :@ my hawtie. ]:
please do not watch it, i warn you.

after the movie, had dinner near by,
then headed off to kovan/hougang to go to his friend's place.
omg, i didnt realise that they could play guitar that well.
did nothing much, just lazed around and went off round 7.30,
got home and felt like going to school,
but whatever, fell asleep anyway. ahahahaha, sorry pussybin, ily.

meeting wawa for dinner and amicell for supper and movie later @ cityhall.
i miss cityhall so fxcking much.
i miss the esplanade, the annoying construction site, fullerton hotel fries, everything.
hunnehhunneh, "take me to the place i love, take me all the way"
see you later love.

fxcking fxck love, fxcking fxck everything.
yes i can say "fxck" all i want now, all as i please
bloodyshxt, i suddenly feel like staying single.
guy's middlenames are definately "shxtheads", and dont tell me im wrong.
urgh, i want to confide in meanie, where'reyou?

bye. ]:

yesterday, i didnt do anything of interest,
nope, not at all. poor me. ]:
was SUPPOSE to meet hunneh but fell asleep.
omg, sorry baby. sorrysorrysorry. ]:

had dinner with jean til round midnight and argued with ritzness.
managed to sort everything out in the end.
i cant believe so many people love jean, hmph.
but i swear that amoung them all, i love her most!!
hear that corin! hear that ritzio! hear that rae! MWHAHAHA. :D

was on the phone with gordon and munkie til nearly 8am today.
therefore only fell asleep then. lmao.
woke up at 5, got ready and all to meet my hunneh.
been so long since i last saw her. ]: dang.

saw my PEPP at the busstop, he nearly couldnt reconisge me.
talked about O levels and all.
he said i did well for me PEPP. :D better than those who actually attended lessons.
lmao. i feel gooood. yay man.
tmr is results day. ]: lesigh, i hope the teachers were lenient.

met amicell at the busstop at 7, brisked walk to tampines mall.
caught the show connected. fxcking good.

now i agree on what edwin said about not even wanting to go to the toilet during the show.
lmao, i was controlling like some fool for the whole show,
then i reaaaally couldnt take it, so i went anyway.
really good show. ;) pro stunt man i swear.

had kfc after the movie and camwhored... alot.
me and hunneh want to study during to holidays. ]:
omg, please let us have the self discipline to make that happen.

reached home close to midnight.
i am very angry, mama ate ALL my almond jelly which i made yesterday. :@

now i am starrrrving, someone call me out for supper please. ]:
meanwhile, i am fumming at this girl, i will not mention names. :@
byeeee non-exsistant readers! :D

FXCK WEIHONG, OR WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS.
I DONT KNOW YOU.
I DONT WANT TO KNOW YOU.
HOW MUCH THICKER CAN YOUR SKIN BE?!
REPEATED NUDGING AND WINKS,
IS NOT GOING TO MAKE ME EVER TALK TO YOU.
GET THAT IN YOUR PEABRAIN.
IVE ENOUGH OF YOU,
STOP ASKING GUYS TO ADD ME.
CAUSE OF YOU, IVE HAD 30++ UNKNOWN REQUESTS.
OMG, FXCK OFF DUDE.

weihongwh@hotmail.com

HERE'S HIS EMAIL, PLEASE SPAM!

hi, i only had 6 hours of sleep today, but im not tired. :D
i have art exam tmr and its 3 in the morning.
but i dont caaare! :D i have to finish my planning though. got marks okeh. ]:
jean is the sweetest thing to remind me before she went to bed. :D

so today, was woken by a very disturbing call from lendl and xiaohan,
went back to sleep but woke up shortly.
me and wawa was planning on going pasirris and tampines,
but ended up going vivo cause kid and shanice were borrrred.

finally left the house at 6:30 after bugging viona to hurry upteen times.
went to Forever21, i couldnt find the top i wanted. :@
bought a new bag from riverisland, i think its the nicest thing ever.
i can actually everything now! :DDD happy like crazy.
my camera, phone, ipod, foundation, blusher, eyelash curler, extra battery, wallet,
can now fix nicely in that classic handbag. [;
enough advertising emily. shh.

caught "eagles eye" i found it the best show ive watched the past two months.
the story line is wonderful! mammia mia was darn good too.
except the storyline was very much predictable.
viona leaned on my chest throughout the movie, shuang right? tsk.
and i explained the story to her in detail, AHAHAHHA.
she is soooo blur.

after the show, mrt-ed home infear of missing last train.
i swear kid is damn barbaric. tsktsk.
got back to buangkok and was starving. ]:
met yinghock to eat with viona, heehee.
viona confirm grinning and laughing secretly while she reads this.

seeseesee, hong. ahahaha, loser luh you.
still want to call me your baby, psh. go away, :B
took an hour to eat, and another hour to slack and get home. :D
all wawa's fault luh, yinghock have work at 6 tmr somemore.
horrible self-proclaimed girlfriend, ahahaha.

goodnight babies♥.

i refuse to talk about today. instead...

i am on msn with jean now, topic : LOVE.
wow, what a topic indeed.
now everyone has a sad story to tell.
and apart of my family being in a total mess, my love life is just as !@#$%.
and to be very honest, i am sick of falling in love.
for me, nothing good has ever come out of it.

okeh, i am turning so angry on guys. the whole population.
klaiz talked to me that day, and me being so angry with males, especially stonehearted ones,
just told him, "shutup, i dont want to talk to guys. you suck."
thank god, his patience level for me is indefinately high.
i know for a fact that someday,
i would not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes,
the feel of his cool skin, or the texture of his deep voice.
but the actions he's ever potrayed upon me, will forever be entact, close to me.
only a few weeks back,
someone made me feel special, wanted and cared for.
even if those were not youre intentions, you did so. dont ask how. idk either.
but the recent denials and present absense,
makes it so hard to live, going through each day.

so i know how it feels to love someone who doesnt deserve it,
because they are all you have. cause any attention is better than no attention.
while we all claim to be different, we all seem to be the same.
we all hurt, we all cry, we all fall at some point of time.
if i could hurt myself on the outside, to subsidise the pain on the inside,
i would.
but phyical torture does not work for me, in any way.
i tell myself repeatedly that it isnt worth it, for him.
who is undeserving of my attention or care.
but everytime i recieve a text or call from him,
i just wonder, "would this be the final text where he tells me he feels the same?"
then this drags on, to meeting him,
hoping once again, "this might be the day he falls in love with me"
and then in his arms, i look into his eyes,
and the next moment, he's gone. this swift, this fast.

nope, nothing like i expected it to be.

everytime i fall in love,
and i happen to kiss him for the very first time,
for that moment, i feel like laughing and crying at the same time.
to thank the lord for ever granting me to find someone that speical.
but to be so afraid to lose it.
harhar, so eronic, to love someone who hurts you,
but hear this, isnt it more eronic to believe someone that hurts you, loves you?
everyone i know of says "love sucks" etc.
but it doesnt, jealousy sucks, envy sucks, rejection sucks, indefference sucks,
and all these are usually confused with love as they come as a parcel.
you cant just buy the can, you got to get the soda in it as well.
even if its useless, unneeded and nothing you ever wanted.
but thats how it works.

love is beautiful.
its the only thing that can cover up any other source of pain.
but i always tend to fall in love with the ones who will never feel the same,
in that case, i will forbid myself to love another.
i would not say, "forever" but.. "for now."
i seldom keep in contact with guys these days.
im already trying to cut my connections,
for fear ill by chance fall for one of them.

hope has left me fxcking shattered,
alone would be a pleasent change from here, kthnx.
i will let go, i will give what my heart deserves, 'a break'.

:)

science paper sucked to quite an extent, omg.
PEPP was worse, but who cares about PEPP anyway? heehee.
i didnt catch any rest before the test though. :B
was feeling idiot-like from midnight to 2am,
2am, grabbed my books and all, went downstairs to study.
called sylvestian and yinghock down to pei me,
was kind of scared after the 6 malay guy inccident.
they left to play pool then jean came down.
was rushing for time, so studied damn fast, basically testing each other.
really cool tactic. :D

after the paper, went to the minimart near my house with sisters,
then saw wawa jumping towards us. lmao.
harhar, got home to get ready wheehooo.
i loved my eyemakeup today!! :DDDDD

was so tired though, i havent had a wink of sleep. ]: ohhwell.
so met wawa around 3 and headed to town.
was SUPPOSE to go town / douby / tamp / pasir to look for jobs.
butbutbut, i was too busy shopping away at town.
AHAHAHA, found the netting i wanted and the skirt as well.
but couldnt find the top. ]: urgh.

walk around town and wawa was being such a barbarian.
lmao, and i realise she's very generous in donating to scavangers.
anyway, went to heeren to have dinner.
was going to buy jeans for someone but on second though, nah.

ate at NYDC, both of us had baked pasta, different ingredients though.
one waiter called what, "wenming" fxcking hot. omgomg.
ahahaha, and when we left he was like screaming goodbye, damn cute.
-slapself- wake up dude.

there was even a live "band" playing for us, so bloody cute.
so i snapped them down. heehee.

saw corin, heehee, so sat down and talk.
on one topic, they were pratically screaming at me.
got so fxcked up i sweeear, i know you guys ultimately are showing concern.
but you may not think i know what im risking, but i do.
but i choose to risk that, let me be please. PLEASE. ]:
chat awhile then went home. [:

slept in the train back, and was so blur on all the stops.
got home and swore to sleep,
but ended up on the phone with JeannieTheMeanie. :B
sleeeep. :D

hi viona / lawster / wawa,
i♥yousweetheart,
though sometimes you made my blood boil like crazy. :B

omg, i am not going to bother about updating on today.
cause all i did was exam, which was friking easy, sleep and eat.
i am not sleeping, tonning to study. [:

you know i want to change hairstyles within 2 weeks from now.
i have already found someone to help me out.
"monsoon" saloon okeh, dont playplay. ahahahaha, so proud.
fine, im very annoying.

anyway, you guys may be guessing what i want to cut.
its something deemed impossible for me,
cause my hair is too fine and too little and too smooth. ]:
no, i am not trying to boast, im serious. :'(

my natural eye colour, cool shxt.

omg, i would die for this hair, so unique. so special.

and if my boyfriend looks anything like this, i would kill.

hawt dont you think?
meanwhile, i hate guys. i reallyreally do. ]:

----
yes, past friends, shxt happens you know?

sherri
HI SHERRI, yes ive heard of you before, and def know you quarrel with joanne.
ive read your blog a few times, and dont believe what joanne has written about you on her blog.
friends have also ran up to tell me that you're such a nice girl etc.
as for joanne, she was nice the first few times i met her,
but as days went by, her attitude can piss me off, i swear.
and whats with all that immitating?
COPYMACHINE LUH. AHAHAHAHAHAA.

(:
we used to be alright,
but this isnt a "sudden" dislike for her, i built everything inside me.
from her attitude to her immitating to "i-love-every-guy-i-see"

Ching Na
yeah, we've taken photos together before, duh, cause we used to be friends.
at the point of the photos, i didnt like her, neither did i dislike her.
for reasons too many to state.
and about the "i love joanne sign" she asked me to make signs. -.- so i was like, okeh.

:)
yes, its dyed, heeheeehee.

Minpei
yeah omg! my friends and i were so funny,
the thing is, they offered to tag, i didnt have to pester like,
"AYE, SUPPORT LEH, TAG LEH"
thats damn... sadistic.
i am disgusted too, omg, hi-5 baby.

PBPBPB
you want a silmar blogskin as me? EASY.
HTTP://CHICKSONDICKS.BLOGSPOT.COM
confirm similar. AHAHAHAHA. :D
takecare sweet.

passey
i own a Sony T700, the coolest ever. ahahahaha.

passerby}-
ahahaha, sure, im going tampines again today to see the doc's.
hope to bump into you again. ahahaha.

Jean
omg, you and my bestfriend share the same name!
past friends, [: shxt happens, times change.

apuneh
loser shxt, hi-5 to you man.

Sr
I SUPPORT YOU TOO. AHAHAHAHA.

).o
random places, but i got my white one at compass point.

passerby
aw, thank you. you'll look just as good if you tag with your pretty name. :D

Agn
AHAHAHAHA, it stinks like crazy i swear.
even after i rinsed it with water at the nearby tap. ]: sick stufff.

anon
of course share! :D
http://chicksondicks.blogspot.com
the best (photocopying) shxt everrrr. AHAHAHAHHAHAA.

alicia
her pattern VERY standard, i knew she'll take her tagboard down for sure.
BUT ITS OKEEEH, we can tag at mine. heehee.
i feel like creating just one tagboard for this wars, maybe i will! ;D

Passer J
scared me, i thought i read it as "pubic J" AHAHAHA.
sorry. ]: yes, i can nego with the teacher and just claim its my natural colour.
heee, "hi im angmoh, bye" :D takecare dude.

names
yes, we WERE friends. [: got the meaning silly? ahahahaha.
i think i repeat this line alot, "shxt happens, time change"

passerby}-
-nods head with total agreement-
FXCKING FUNNY, my friends and i say she was satisfied,
cause her nosehair has gown to a whooping 4inches. ahahahaha.

passssssssssssy
i rebonded it near my house, veryvery cheap. :D good job too.
i use bodyshop foundation but beauty credit base. :D

shermin
harhar, you text me luh dude. ;D
chicksondicks should close down. idk why she didnt feel the pinch.
the pinch of shaaaaame.

passerby:D
ahahahha! the time has come.
why didnt you say anything earlier man?
my friend kickstarted everything. she merely asked very nicely,
"hey sweet, are you copying my poopy? your post looks like her"
and joanne was so arrogent and whatever so i decide to bring this is war. ahahaha.

blogshopper;D
hihihi! yes, i bought the case and refils seperate,
its cheaper that way in the long run. cause their producted arent really cheap.
both from bodyshop though. ;DDD

DONE.

i am going tampines now to see the doctor, i am sick afterall, dang.
err joanne ah, i know you'll read this,
i just want to ask, "WHY YOU TAKE DOWN YOUR BOARD?!"
ohwait, your blog, you can do whatever you want,
well, so can i...
i am going to put another cbox just for yoooou.
kiss me alright, i cannot believe im so generous. :D
withlove, emily.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

DARN, SHE PRIVATED HER BLOG.
WHAT A SHXTHOLE.
WHY DONT YOU DEEEFEEENDDD YOURSELF JOANNEJOSIE? D:
ohhwell, ive got my ways baby. ;)

sorry im barely updating on my daily life with photos etc,
but i promise it'll resume on monday! ;D
cause thats when my last paper ends. wheehooo.
and i realise i have a HUGE amount of passerbys and anonymous readers.
cool shxt man! :D you guys are my sex.

replies to tag again! O:

for "my personal tagboard", replies are HERE:

"Megan"
alright, soon okeh? :D

"passssssy"
yeah, i agree man! ohhwell, as long as she's happy. ;)
um, its some place near my house, veryvery cheap.
and the auntie's nice and does a great job. :D i live in sengkang. [:

"Sr"
i like you too man. ;) AHAHAHAHHA.

"Fabian"
you did not read my blog i presume.
I AM SICK. ]: collected MC already, whheeehhooo.

".. / ??"
ask her/him? idk either dude.

"passerby}-"
coolies, i stay in sengkang as well, but go down there to meet my hunneh alot. :D
thank you, i feel so much better already. heh.

"Melissa"
hi babeh! this is not the joanne tagboard. [:
the one below is, give it some business baby! ahahaha.

"SAB"
HI SABRINA TAN. i love you too, see you tmr.
bring along your brain and books okeh? hee.

"ziying"
aw, you too alright? [: make me prouuudd.

"-"
ive asked her to do so many times,
but you see, her computer's down and is not posting for the time being.
therefore, even if she unlocks it, there'll be nothing new to read. [:

"Natalie"
NOONOOO! i will never cut bangs. ]:
i not enough hair. ahahaha, too thin i scared turns out like shxt.
i miss you so much natnat. ]: lost your number, text me PLEASE.

"Viona"
hi lawster! harhar, im back but you're not online. :@
dont curse against that poor lil stray, not nice baby. ahahaha.

"Jean"
Hi, i came to say "bye". ahahaha.
see you later at 4am darls. omggg.

"corin"
hi love! you bloodyass, go meet your forbidden. ]:
i forbid myself to talk to you, HMPH BYE. ]: ily.

"passerbyy-"
nothing, she just busted my bubble with all her immitating shxt. ;)

"passerby"
nope, i am S I N G L E. mwhaha.

"guest"
hi guest, i appreciated your uncalled-for-feedback,
and i must agree, i am really mean and crude with words sometimes.
but basically if you know me, im happy all the time but easily annoyed.
so i guess thats just me.
and let me repeat, she is not my friend, not anymore.
ive never done this to another girl, she happens to be the first. so yeah.
thats a little summary on me.
but of course, you can go on believing im evil and mean and all.
i mean, its your perpective, byeee. ;D

"Agn"
omg, please shutup. ]: thats very... smelly. ahahaha.

"passerby}-"
AHAHAHAH, that was so fxcking funny i swear! ahahahaha.

"Hey"
its "so what", cool song right? ;)

for "joanne's replacement tagblog", replies are HERE:

"PASSSEEERBYY "R""
AHAHAHAHAHHA, you're damn funny dude!
yeah, even the URL is copied, omg right? ohhweeeelll.
as she pleases man. ;)

"Hey"
sick right?! then her expressions are all like constipated.
and when she tried to pout or act "sexy", its likeee...
"hi, i got something up my ass, and it feels gooooood, AHAHAHAHHAA"

"Bigsmile:D"
i mean, she thinks it is, so ohhwell. AHAHAHAHA.
or maybe she's trying to cover her 5inch mole.

"just happened to pass by"
harhar, yupyup! omg, do you know her in real life?
her attitude has a huge problem! and her dress sense, etc, all copied.
i cannot stand the sight of it/her.

"passerby}-""
yeah, she is the best though, at being a photocopy machine.
omg, she does SUCH a great job. ;)
want to buy?

"melissa"
AHAHAHA, hi babeh, even you support my idea. ;)
omg, joanneeee, go reflect on yourself luh dey.

"passerby:D"
it must suck to see her face everyday in school. :/ omg.

"---"
YEAH! im making her so popular, her views confirm increase, AHAHAHA.
i still rmb her thanking me for promoting her blog, what a whimp.

"corin"
AHAHAHH! DOODOO BIRDS?!
nevermind, we can have fun here too love!

"Belice"
there is no story beneth all these, the proof is in our face.
how can she or others deny it?

END

now, i have no photos today, cause i dont want my shag-sick face all over WWW.
today was so hectic, i swear.
and as i thought, i didnt attend school, though i did wake up at 7.
i stood up, felt damn giddy as if i was about to vomit, then laid back down.
when i finlaly woke up at 4pm, i was rushing.
to get my MC and collect my phone from simei and tampines.
poor hunneh accompanied me through everything. :( ily baby.

6:30 we met up, finally, rushing to find a doctor's office.
6:45 found one and took a number, there was 5 people before me.
7:00 rushed down to simei to collect my phone and fix hunneh's earpiece. hunneh's queue number had 8 people infront of her while mine had 21!
7:15 so we deiceded to wait for hunneh's turn. had dinner.
7:30 finally collect her earpiece, rushed to tampines to see doctor.
8:00 we were done by now, but was rushing back to collect my phone as sonyericson claim they close at 8, dammit.
8:15 everything's done, finally FREE. omg.

running around like mad dogs i swear, and some ticketing guy, damn blur.
i gave him a 10 bucks bill and ask him for change.
he gave me 50 bucks worth of change. AHAHHAHAH.
so i gave 20 to amicell and kept 30 to pay for the phone repair charge. ]:
my doctor's charge cost my nearly 50, broke. ]:
mama's not paying, urgh

so we studied all the way til round 11:30,
where i headed home! ;D
going to study again later with jean at 4am,
BYE LOVE. :D

i am so tired. lesigh. yet i came to post. i cannot believe myself.
anyway, if you guys dont see me in school tmr,
no its not cause im out partying or having fun, but cause im so exhausted,
and my immune system is so weak, i think ill be sick by tmr.

hope im fine though. dammit.
and i already made plans to go to the polyclinic with angeline if i dont turn up.
i hope everyone does well for their paper. [:

today was full of crappy events. you sure you want to continue reading?
well, last night, i didnt catch a wink of sleep.
even though i had exams early in the morning today. why?

cause as i lost my phone, and mama's not well,
i had nothing to depend on to wake me up. ]:
so i stayed awake all night watching america's next top model.
entertaining indeed, but i was about to doze off any minute.
i fell asleep on my chair around 6, and jumped up at 7, literally JUMPED.

got changed and rushed to school,
everyone was commenting on how i pinned up all my fringe.
its firstly, cause of my facial, i need to keep my face clean,
secondly, without flying hair all over in your face, easier to concentrate.

i found the paper alright. was not too hard, neither too easy.
though i left 2 question blank, which totaled 6 marks. lesigh.
i hope i pull through this examination period, im really stressed up. crap.
after the paper, went to plaza with sisters and others,
had breakfast, thanks kenta for the treat. [:
then rushed home cause i had to prepare to go out.

bussed down to tpy to buy my phone, i chose c902 in the end.
its second hand though the condition is like, 10/10 i swear.
and its only 10days old. but im very broke now.
i really feel like crying, i havent been this broke in a long while,
i need to work during the holidays, i really do.
i want a scene hairstyle this novemeber-december, you cant stop me. :D
stanley asked me to cut bangs, i think he's insane. omg.

i was so happy on the bus to tampines, cause i finally got a phone.
and was taking photos with it and all. :D
and when i reached tampines, i went to collect my sim card,
which could only be activated one hour later when i needed to use it IMMEDIATELY.
nevermindddd. then i switched on my phone.
"PHONE LOCK" wtf?!

i was so angry, i swear. called hunneh using a public phone insteaed.
met her and used her phone to bomb all 8 of "blazzing" tpy outlets.
they have 8 branches in tpy, CRAZY RIGHT?!
DO NOT EVER BUY FROM THERE. THEY FXCKING SUCK.
you know why?... read on.

they told me i had to go down SonyEricson service centre to fix it.
fxck it dude. so me and hunneh trained one stop away.
they told me they would fix it at a fee of $26++ bucks.
i was so fxcking angry. i thought he guy was nice to give me 30 bucks off.
i ended up paying back the money instead to fix THEIR problem.
i fxkcing hate you blazzing whatever shxt.
i definately will complain to your boss the next time i step into tpy. _l_

so we trained back to tampines to study, but i was so tirrreeed.
i couldnt concentrate at all, but forefully tried.
then i saw my mama. o.o
and she shouted damn loudly, "AAAAYEEE, WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!!"
me and amicell were so gawddammit embarrassed.
we immediately said hi, bye then left. urgh.

slacked around. and i was darn broke.
i couldnt even afford some 2 dollar bacon and cheese balls. ]:
very saddening i knowww... okeh, actually i could have withdrawled,
BUT I DONT WANT. ]: must... save... for... rainy... day. ]:
thank you hunneh for treating me though. [:

walked to the busstop and went home, after missign 2 buses.
cause both of them were too packed to contain poor lil miss emily. ]:
but i was in no hurry. i just wanted to sit and rest.
finally boarded the third bus. then this NS guy approached me,
"are you emily? emily teo? 9183****?"
im like, "WHO THE HELL ARE YOU!? "
damn freaked out. he keep saying i know him.
i dont, i swear i swear. ]: scary you know, i hate stalkers. creepy.
he even knew where i stayed, omg. ]:

got home, so tired, i just wanted to leave everything aside, and get to bed.
but before that, i bloghopped alittle,
and to my suprise, i thought by now, ill be spammed like crazy by joanne's 'readers'.
but no... not a single one in sight. how sad.
on the other hand, anonymous people spammed her like crazy.
i suddenly got all hyper and laughed as if jean's cat diead. (sorry)
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
then one by people, people were questioning my on msn,
and soon joined in the fun. i even met a new friend okeh!
she is so damn funny, i want to hire her to bring laughter to my life. LMAO.

commotion was on for quite awhile,
i think joanne's gonna wake up with a shock of her life tmr after seeing all the tags.
you wanted attention, or else you wouldnt have tried to impersonated so many people.
YOU GOT IT. HAPPY NOW?
I WILL EVEN PUT YOUR LINK HERE FOR THE WWW TO SEE.

http://chicksondicks.blogspot.com

(see, even her nick is copied from xiaxue's reality show title, "chick VS dick")
disgust me no end i swear.
and if you guys are gonna flame me saying i have no proof whatever so.
I WILL GIVE YOU PROOF. [:
after exams though. heehee, ill keep that post coming babies.

joanne, dont worry. you still got time to reflect and change now.
MWHAHAHHA. [:
its fair compeition, you post whatever you like, same goes for me.
i can tag you, you can tag back too.
but mind you, dont get too personal, it isnt nice.
so yeah, blogwars have begun.
(okeh, maybe i am just too free with my time)
AHAHAHAHA, i am the shxt. bye!

SATURDAY

guess where i went the whole day? ...Changi Airport.
finally left the house around 3plus, went to eat banmian,
and end ends of my hair fell into the soup.
so i ends stinks throughout the day, smelly shxt.
wawa, dont you dare laugh again, ]: meanie.

bussed to the airport, reached around 4:30,
sat down at mac and mugged like crazy.

wawa and me were really pissing each other off. but fine now. [:
after she left around 9plus, i was left there to study alooone,

corin FINALLY came around 11.
studied for another 3 hours hours then went to walk around the airport.
they were damn funny, cannot stand it, omg.
paul was close to drunk, so he kept doing cartwheel and whatever.
lying and rolling on the floor, LMAO.
your lighter's still with me dickhead.

paul and sammie went missing, so the rest of us waited 2 hours,
they didnt appear and it was already 7am, so we went home. ]:
and yeah, thats when i lost my phone omg. _l_
slept.

SUNDAY

finally woke up around 2, which was earlier than expected.
just lazzing around doing nothing, waiting for stanley to wake up.
which he finally did around 5, when i was JUST gonna call him up.
i was already ready, so i went down tpy to search for phone.
walked 2 bloody hours around there, and found nothing i liked. :/
i really want to either get back my old phone, or c902.
the only thing im choosing is between,
"slimness" and "sensor buttons" cause im so used to sensor buttons.
went down to amk to meet stanley, late again,
but only for half an hour, but i was without a phone, so was quite lost.

bussed down to doubygaut, thought we were gonna be late.
so when we got down, he made me walk like some speedtrain in heels.
dammit, bueytahan i tell you. ]:
caught "pained skin" which i actually found alright,
dont know why he didnt like it. :/ ohhwell, though it'll be better than connected.

bussed down to thomson, was gonna eat prata,
but i saw curry chicken selling at the store beside it, heehee.
so i had that instead. didnt finish it though.
then he was like, "again?! wtf. you better finish i tell you"
but i couldnt, so yeah. cabbed down to victor's house.

again, they played mahjiong, this time i really too lazy to sit beside him for 2 hours.
so i went into the room played sudoku for almost 2 hours.
came back out, they STILL playing mahjiong.
sat beside stanley, watching them play. he kept losing. lmao.
lazed around, and cooked noodles for stanley and uncle.
he like.. forbided me to hold the hot bowl with a towel. "unhygenic"

watched teeveee, and listened to some guy tell his sex stories.
laughed like fxck can, ahahahaha. damn bad, i swear.
went off around 6am, what a wrong timming.
cause i was taking 88 back, and so all my schoolmates were on the bus too.
all alighting at the same stop too. urgh.
then i saw clement, he stared at me, LMAO.
"what! i today no exam luhhh, dont look. ]: " ahahaha.
slept til now, too lazy to go down tpy to buy a phone.
or tampines to collect my SIM card, im just gonna study. more important. [;
bye love, imma mugmugmug. :D

I AM SO FXCKING PISSED AT THE MOMENT.
I HAVE OFFICALLY LOST MY HANDPHONE FOR THE 6TH TIME WITHIN A YEAR. _l_

THE SECOND I GOT DOWN THE BUS,
I CHECKED FOR MY PHONE, IT WASNT THERE, WONDERFUL.
I AM SO FXCKING ANGRY.
I FEEL LIKE CRYING OMGGGGG.

i didnt lose most of my contacts, cause i stored most of them in my poddy.

BUT ITS NOT THE FIRST OR SECOND TIME...
I CANNOT PARDON MYSELF. URGHHHHHHHHH!
&*!%&^$!&#$&!^#&%!@#$!%^@%&*!&@(*!

and worse of all, my sim card's name is under my mama,
AND SHE IS NOT GOING TO COLLECT MY NEW SIM CARD FOR SURE. _l_
i am BEGGING... literally BEGGGGINGGG for her to write me a 'permission granted' letter and lend me her IC so i can collect it myself.
but hey, what are the chances?!
SBS didnt even answer my call just now, to think singapore has "good" service.
to hell with all you dishonest brats, full of shxt.
nothing but shxt

i curse that fxcking mofo who stole my phone,
may your child be crippled or born blind.
may you fail in whatever you TRY to do,
may you bang/hit/trip against anything, anywhere.
may you die a slow, painful and torturing death.
may you lose everything you ever owned.
i am very mean.
but i dont give a flying fxck anymore.

i dont need a good phone, i swear.
i got a camera, i got a poddy, what more can i ask for.
but the fact that i cannot contact ANYONE out the damn house is making me damn annoyed.
ARGHHHHH! GOODBYE!
:@ :@ :@ :@ :@

(no, im not usually this angry.)

ohkay, ill shutup.

i am getting really scared, cause im using firefox,
and you know what, my skin looks screwed, but fine in explorer.
can anyone using mozilla firefox please tell me if my skin's fine?!
-yawn-
night lovelys,
i didnt do anything today, though lit test was a breeeze.
wheehooo...
"how am i ever suppose to be happy, when everything i ever wanted comes with a price?"

May flowers alwaays line your path and sunshine light your day.
May songbirds serenade you every step along the way.
May a rainbow run beside you in a sky that's always blue.
May happiness fill your heart each day your whole life through.
ahh(L)yoohz.

exams in the morning, english to be precise.
paper 1 and 2 were both conducted today, meaning nearly 4 hours. ]:
i dont think i did GREAT in it, but fairly above average at most, dangggg.
and guess what was my composition topic?
"write about someone you respect and has changed your life"
i wrote about my mama.
i remember in primary school, when i was given the same topic,
i wrote on KatrinaOcampo. ahahahaha, feel honoured, bxtch. :B
after i completed my examinations, met loraine and her friend,
slack downstairs my house for about 3 hours, then went home to bathe.
met vionalaw on the bus to UppThomson.
she was so damn hilarious. i cannot stand her stupidity.
she was telling me how she was so happy she made her POSB card today,
and how everytime she carries that bag, SHE WILL LOSE SOMETHING.
guess what?
she lost her posb card only an hour after she made it.
smart right?! smart right?!
the people at the facial place were all laughing at her. heehee.

so my facial,was the most painful torture i ever went through,
in my entire 14 years, breathing on planet earth.
for 3 bloody hours, all i did was scream, cry, whine and complain.
anyone would have found me such an irritant.
but i swear, when they squeezed my "oil seeds" out,
i could barely breathe.
they are so small, barely visible, but they're there.
and when you squeeze them, little white things come rushing out.
yes, it is that gross, believe me. ]:
but now, that its over, my face feels very cleanse,
though still a lil swollen of course. ]:

i cannot believe lawster was laughing at me the whole time.
sucker right? hmphhmphhhmph.
had duck rice after that and was so bloated,
we walked around first, before heading home.
now that im home, im going to study.
goodbye computer, im ditching you tonight, mwhahaa.
for books! yes! for boooooks! heehee. must be soo offended. ;)

i dont like hypocrites, and yes, im refering to you.
(giggles)
bye!

i got awoken by the banging of the door by my aunt,
i always lock the door when im at home, always. even when i sleep.
therefore, mama never puts anything here,
or else she'll never get to take it the next morning if she needs it.
auntsandra brought some food over, and came to take a look at mama.

she say the place is in a total mess, duh.
and i may move to stay with her.
also near my school, but not near enough. ahahaha.
im a very lazy person in the morning alright.

planned to meet jeanmin around 3:30 to head to compass to study.
but ended up meeting at 4:30pm, i think we suck.
she told me she was waiting for me downstairs,
and when i got down, i didnt see her.
theeeen, i turned around and saw her chasing a cat. AHAHAHA.

immediately sat down at burger king and studied.
around an hour later, Angeline came over.
was too focused in my geography notes to pay attention to her.
jean and me were laughing like crazy,
cause of inside jokes and all. i think angeline thought we're crazy.

THEEEEEEEENNNNN....
she started being one hell of a bxtch,
i cannot stand people pinching me. i dont care where. i just dont like pinches.
and she kept pinching my cheeks,
and after giving her some very annoyed face, she continued going,
"can i pinch again? ;D pleaseplease?"
got fxcking annoyed, so held her hands and tickled her like crazy.
and she was shouting like some trapped dog in burgerking,
ohhh, the embarrassment, EVERYONE was looking at us.
tsktsk. bxtch you angeline, i mean it. ]:

studied all the way til around 9pm,
left compass, angeline went home while jean and me went to buangkok,

on the way, we saw this lil girl chasing this stray pussy,
damn cute, so i snapped her.
and i think she got scared of the flash and ran crying to her mama, sorry. ]:
jean played with the pussy instead. tsktsk.

bought bread and strawberries and walked home.
we were on this topic, and i swear jean can like, "relate to him"
whatever, first paper's tmr.
i need to go to bed now, regardless. goodnight. xx

today was barely bearable.
met lawster around 2 to head all the way down to thomson to get our facial.
so we took a 1 hour journey down, only to find out its full house.
so my appointment is at 4pm on Thursday instead.
if anyone living near there, (bishan, tpy, amk, novena)
who i havent seen in a long while, wants to meet me.
then yeah, you can ask me out then. :D
i am like, advertising, wtf.

so went over to longhouse to have my usual duck rice,
then to icekimo to have my usual waffle with icecream.
lesigh, then to thomson plaza just to walk around.
wawa had to go off for her family dinner, so she left for sengkang.
while i bussed to tpy.
slacked around, met some old friends, then went home.

im in no mood to post.
but the post is here anyway cause this is like my diary.
my record of the events in my life, eventful, or uneventful,
all laid out here for the world to see.

(one)
im so annoyed with my mama, i swear.
i came home, only to find not only her room & the spare room a mess, but MINE too.
i was hopping mad. cause i couldnt find my hairdryer and camera charger.
then i got more mad when she refused to take her medication.
i wanted to force it down her throat so badly.
or like, place a tablet in her water or something.
she insisted that i locked her out of her room 'again'.
what? am i mad or what. lock my mama out of her own room. wth is her problem.
im telling myself, "tolerate, she cant help being this way"
but i am tired.
i planned on coming home to study.
but how can i do so now when my desk, my mama's and even the dinning room's one is a mess.
i wish someone asked me out now. ]:
i wish i didnt come home this early enough to bother cause ill be too sleepy.

(two)
okeh, and after i was cool and all,
i texted jeanmin and she seems just so bloody stressed up.
i just want to tell you jean, that regardless, ill always be here.
even at 5am in the morning,
even if im continents away, ill be there in one way or another.
i know you're in a mess now, but dont crumble to bits now sweetheart.
staystrong, i love you.

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