...and only because I have nothing else to do.
sucks to lose more than half my readers. :(

I havent updated anything since the start of holidays, which are ending in a week's time.
the thought of moving back home, not waking up to baby every morning scares me already.
not to mention the fact next year would be a very important year for me and my fellow schoolmates.
I've quit my job on the basis of 1. boyfriend, 2. school, 3. maybe just plain lazy?
therefore, I feel more broke than I ever had in nearly 2 years now.
even when I didnt have a penny on me last time, I know I will be getting my paycheck within the week or so.
Now, without an income, or a plan, I've to be more frugal and start eating like a peasant. :(
hope mom cooks more now too. :(
no more pretty clothes, no more pretty bags, no 10k by 16, no blackberry, no viao :(
ohhwell.

this year came and went in a jiffy.
I think more people celebrated Halloween than Christmas this year, which is um...
even for me, I wasnt really in the festive mood this year.
maybe it's cause the decorations were put up too early this year,
I mean, by the time it came to december, everyone had already seen everything. uh, predictable. :/
but this christmas was really special, cause i never got a chance to celebrate a holiday with my partner,
but I've done so this year!!! :D
and I must admit, being poor and a horrible girlfriend, I didnt get him anything though I promised him something handmade. :D
And in exchange, he got me a Juicy bracelet. I bet xiaxue is jealous. harharharhar.
so I'm sorry hun, and you will receive my gift when I return back to sk. :*

Oh, I realized,
1. I didnt meet Amicell this whole holiday.
2. Neither did I meet Jeanmin.
3. I havent gotten my books for next year (mama, do something plz?)
4. I have been ''regularly' having the cough-flu-sorethroat-almostfever cycle every few weeks.
5. My stack of gifts every year for xmas is slowly, but very surely decreasing. :(

and 6. I am very clumsy. Butter fingers, I would say, well, I've always known I possessed this, ha.
like just yesterday, I managed to poke my finger in my eye (accident, gah), get a memory card stuck into my boyfriend's comp and break a glass.
and he was so mean about the broken glass. :( h8 you.
I have multiple bruises, and I REALLY dont know where I got them. :/ how.
I need like, 24/7 protection, safety gear or something. ahahaha.

I have been typing continuously for half an hour now, hoping baby gets back home any min now.
but the more I anticipate, the slower time seems to pass for me. :(
Emme's at work, Wa's at her bf's, and poor Emmy's suffering in silence (or hunger)
I have cash vouchers, therefore it gives me a good reason to shop. 8)
right now, I really want to get the pair of high waisted topshop shorts, yknow, the black one with polkadots!!!
OH, and the cobweb leggings.
It's already popular overseas, but I want to get them before frikin blogshops here start selling them, psh. piss me off.

Its like, everytime I see something I like, I buy, wait a week, then everyone owns a version of it.
well, I guess trends are like that. :/
and I dont know whether if it's Ugly Betty influence on me or not, but I hope to be some editor of a fashion magazine in the future.
and btw, I finished all 4 seasons already, that's why I have nothing left to watch. :(

fine, I will shutup already.
I go upload photos for you. :)













...forget it.
my boyfriend's place doesn't have photoshop, so all the photos are RAW, meaning the file is fucking big.
wait til it gets on facebook. ha ha ha. :D

Mmm, finally.

My life isn't really happening now. In fact pretty boring if you ask me.
But insanely busy, I'm not sure why either.
I should be doing so much more for school, dang. :/ I really should.
I like doing cheap talk. It makes life a lil easier to get by. 8)

Recently, I lost my phone on saturday at my pub and it was fucking hilarious.
Well, cause, I started work at midnight, and I left my phone at the front counter
as I was busy helping with some cake and refilling barrels, ha.
Then I realized my phone was missing like, 5 mins after. Yet, I still didn't do anything bout it.
It was only til like, 10mins later, I really started to worry.
After losing my phone 5-6 times. (in a year, mind you) You dont really panic anymore.
In fact, you barely care. Except for the fact your contacts will all be lost. :/
thank god of me, half of them are stored in my iTouch. 8) mmm..

Well, everyone was searching high and low for my phone,
cause the back casing dropped on the floor, so we all assumed it fell on the floor.
But after scanning the pub like, a zillion times, it was pretty obvious someone stole it.
And yes, it was ringing. -.-
So I got pretty annoyed, cause I knew my phone was somewhere in that fucking pub,
yet I couldnt find it. So near yet so far. HA.
I was telling Serene and Ting infront of table 2 (where the girls who stole my phone were sitting)
"MY GOD, IF YOU'RE GOING TO STEAL MY PHONE, AT LEAST FUCKING OFF IT!!!"

Then I went to the counter and used their phone to call my phone. ha.
NOW THEY OFF IT. :/
And they left like, 2 mins after. mehhh. _l_
So it was fucking obvious now. Pretty darn sure bout it too.

Then after like, half an hour, the guys came back and returned the phone to me.
I had to ask him thrice "Where did you find it?" til his friend cut in and told me the girls took it.
Relived that I got my phone back, I switched it on only to receive a message displaying
"INSERT SIM CARD"
_l_

I was like, "EH, call your friend return my SIM." and they told me she already snapped it.
That fucking cunt. Think she fucking smart. Steal phone then return... with SIM. urgh.
Thanks guys though!!!! <: So I was suppose to make my SIM on Sunday but I woke up kind of late. :/ Just as I was about to head to bed at 4am after reading my book, my house phone rang. I thought it was Emme and was about to kill her when I realized it was my aunt on the other line. Her voice sounded squeeky, and it didn't take someone smart to guess that she was crying. "Emily, is your mom up?" "Nope, what's wrong?" "Grandma doesn't look well, she might now pull through. Could you..." "Okeh, me and mom will go down now. Bye."

So AuntSandra was also going down and picked me and mom up within ten mins.
I was still in my sleeping clothes and just slipped on a bra. :/
When I got there, I just saw my Granny laying there. Motionless.
Her skin had black patches and tubes were attached to her.
Her feet were swollen due to water retention and she couldn't speak a word.
I didn't know Granny was in such a state, and I felt fucking guilty for not visiting her earlier.
Every one of my cousins had visited her. The whole family in fact. All 38 of them, excluding me.

Within the next hour, all her ten children were by her bedside,
she was in so such pain that not one of us could pretend not to feel it. >:
Then she left us round 5:45am with rosery in hand.
In fact, none of us could believe it. Despite being prepared for it, and knew it was coming.
The following hours were hectic and everyone was busy with preperations for the funeral.
Some were to head down to SPH, some to buy white shirts, some to the church etc.
But I went home before noon as I was just too tired to stay on.

I woke up close to 5pm by my mom who was madly banging on my door.
Got ready and AuntSandra picked us up to head down to St Joseph Church.
We had a buffet spread, prayers were conducted etc.
Me and celine got pretty bored so we walked around bugis and the national library.
(yes, in white shirts and black pants.)
Borrowed two books though I havent started on either of them yet.
Left for home round midnight and called up jean.
Her mom learnt of my granny's death and invited me to stay over.
Thank god, or else I'll be home alone. >:

Jean's my bestfriend, but I fucking hate her cat, no, seriously.
Ordered mac with whatever pathetic money we had left. (I had $3.95) ahahahha.
Everything was gone in 15mins, no joke.
We all seemed as if we havent eaten in forever or something. AHHAHAHA
I was bugging her sister, wondering wtf she's doing up so late, studying.
... then I realized she'll be taking her O level paper in 2 days. .__.
That bitch fell asleep after the first two songs, so I was left alone to read my book til 4plus.
>:

The next day, we woke up feeling extremely hungry. Like, instantly. O:
So we decided to make egg tarts!!!!! :D
When we told her sister about it, she was like, "no, I will not eat that!"
But when they were all done, she had 2 out of the first batch (which only had 7)
and then she ate ALL 9 in the second batch. FUCKING PIG RIGHT!!! AHAHAHHA.
We were bugging her mom whether they were nice or not, "JEANYEE ATE ALL!!"
HMPFFFFF. mmm!!! successful!! :D

Waited for Ritzness to come over and headed down to vivo to collect my SIM.
Was suppose to head to church after that but mom "excused" me today as it was already late.
I was so fucking happy seeing all my texts pop in one by one.
I was telling Jean how "important" I felt and I bet she wanted to slap me there and then.
AHAHAHHAHA. oh Emz, stop praising yourself. 8)
Caught "Where Got Ghost" despite me being so agianst it.
And true enough, I fucking hate it. Don't watch it. Use that money to feed strays more productive.

Well, It's a pathetic Thursday now, the only day I went to school this whole week.
And my intention was to get my IC done. :/
Mass tmr to send off my grandma. Its been super long since I went to a mass.
I still remember how in primary school we were made to say like,
Our Father, Hail Mary and Glory Be To The Father alot. AHAHAHHAHA.
I want to be a catholic.

mmm, nah.
Actually, I'll reconsider when I have kids. 8)

I know the photos below have nothing to do with the above post,
but they're really overdue and all. HEH.


KUISHINBO WITH BOSSES & CO-WORKERS :D















BEDOK, DOUBY AND TOWN WITH WA, :D
















VIVO WITH EMME :D














cb your tattoo disappear already. AHAHHAHA.








































emme, the name on your knuckles got kick sia. \m/

anyway,
we made a few videos of us singing that day as well,
but me being me, forgot to transfer them to my comp as I edited the photos off the memory. heh
ohhwell, you guys could do without two pussy screaming at the top of their lungs. 8)


priceless.

meh, x

Finally, my song list. <:

veh reluctant to post this, but ohhwell.
share the love i suppose?
(half of this is mainstream anyway, the real goodies are safe with me, HEE)

The Scientist - Coldplay
Do U - Do Or Die Ft Twista
Part Of The List - Ne-yo
No Suprise - Chris Daughtry
I Need A Girl Remix - Trey Songz Feat Mase
Echo - Gorilla Zoe
Silly Boy - Lady Gaga Ft Rihanna
Down - Jay Sean
Obsessed - Mariah Carey
Make Her Say - Kid Cudi
One Time - Justin Bieber
Sexy Bitch - David Guetta
So Fine - Sean Paul
Hush Hush; Hush Hush - The Pussycat Dolls
I'm On A Boat - The Lonely Island
ay ay ay - Taio Cruz
Promise In The Dark - Keri Hilson
Chillin' - Wale Feat. Lady GaGa
We Are Rockstars - Does It Offend You, Yeah?
Getting Into You - Relient K

because i suck, and also cause tumblr is mega addictive, i have not been visiting blogger for awhile.
but its really touching how my reader count didnt drop. :*
anyway, so im back here to let you in on my veh un-eventful life.
its really been long since ive had alot of drama. apart from work.
you know people, drink drunk drama.
heh.



i've set my sight on some katespade bag which i saw from the glass display at raffles.
i could have gotten it, but it was fucking close. at barely 9:30. >:
i cannot stand emme. everything i see a bag, she'll "it doesnt suit you"
therefore i leave the shop emptyhanded each time. >:
she is the reason why i have a huge bag shortage.
recently, ive been buying countless of dresses.
i dont even have a proper occasion to wear them to. :/
tsk, emz, tsk.



Ive only been in school 1 day this whole week, and neither am i going tmr.
my attendance is fucked. i dont know why the school is keeping me.
but i did my math homework for the first time this year, so thats something to rejoyce upon.
my teacher always goes on how "if emily passes up her work, it'll be a true miracle".
well, you've got your miracle mrs yeo. ;) now try for world peace.



SPEAKING OF WORD PEACE! i was watching this racist video on youtube yesterday,
and this guy was touching on how fat girls are wearing "hipsters",
and he was like, "and how do they find their hip?! ...i would also like to know" AHAHAHA.
plenty more. it kept emme corin and me laughing at 1am in the morn. ;)
pretty good shit. in fact i posted it up on my tumblr.


(the best pasta in the world @ modesto. (y)!!!

my days in school/after school have been filled with terrance fabeha, and more fabeha.
fabeha, here i am to thank you properly for coaching me on math!! :*
though i will fail today's paper CAUSE I FUCKING FORGOT TO INVERSE ALL SIGNS.
TO THINK WILLSON TEXTED ME REMINDING ME TO DO SO, BUT I ONLY SAW THE TEXT AFTER THE PAPER. WOAH. FML

anyway, i caught "Up" in 3D at marina today.
apart from the uncomfortable 3D glasses, the movie was really nice.
a lil mix of humour and heartwarming. please dont tell me its a show for kids.
...unless you're legal to watch bruno in theatres.
(please bring me along, i want to watch it so badly. >: )
you know what else i want to do veh badly too? head down to supperclub.
no, not this sunday. anyday in fact.
ive been keen to go there since last year when it first opened in singapore.
p/s: i (partially) hate clubs.

after the movie, walked around cityhall and got myself some treats. 8)
i love acessories. period.































@ dempsyhill with my longest best friend, katty! 8)



























we've to do this again sometime alright katz? :*